| miss it all. |
[23 Nov 2005|08:20pm] |
ehhh.
i wanan come home right now.
i miss everything and everybody even the dumbass hoosiers that i never liked i miss those people too.
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| ashes ashes we all fall down. |
[05 Jul 2005|02:56pm] |
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people are such fucking morons sometimes.
i don't even know how some people live with themselves or sleep at night.
i wish i had a spray that could make certain peoples dissapear.
i would spray so many fucking people and only let the good ones stay.
the world would be like a giant playground.
i think texas has made me even more of a bitch. <3
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| Braums. |
[02 Jul 2005|08:20pm] |
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My mom's at the taste of chicago right now.
And im still stuck in Texas where its too many degrees hott.
I wish I were back in Indiana.
I miss my friends a lot.
Blah.
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| broken lava lamps. |
[21 Jun 2005|01:07pm] |
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I just read kae's livejournal and kyles. And it made me really sad and really happy at the same time. It made me happy that i have two reallly really great bestfriends that I can always count on to help me through the tough shit and that actually kinda give a shit about me. It also made me really sad because I miss them both so much. And i wish i could give them both a hug and tell them how much they mean to me. and let them know that i'll always be here for them. and when i come home i want to spend lots of time with them. :)
i really want to come home now. i dont like texas too much. it just seems like everything is better in indiana. and these past days ive been so fucking depressed and shit its like i have the choice to have fun but i really dont even want to. if hoosiers aren't involved i don't even want to be included. i just wish this was all a bad dream that i could wake up from. i miss everybody and everything so much. it feels like i never knew how good i had it even when shit was all fucked up. my friends were the one things that actually kept me going and kept me from going infuckingsane but its like they took that away too and now i dont know what to rely on.
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| what the fuck are you looking at. |
[28 Apr 2005|10:00pm] |
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rah. today was such a bad fucking day. i can't wait for it to be over. so much gay shit is happening and i don't even know what to do. its not even anything big its just me. so this doesnt make any sense and i dont know why the fuck im even writting this on here. yea..i think im done. sorry.
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[25 Mar 2005|09:19am] |
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RAWR.
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| I can use astreiks too, eff you *** and ***. |
[29 Jan 2005|11:56pm] |
Want more real attention
At my expense guess you forgot to mention
You talk good, I’ll eat glass
I heard you read my mind behind my back
Outside, I’m waiting
By the car when you’re hesitating
Take a good look
Take a photo
Write about it in your tiny notebook
Don’t you know?
You’re out cold
Don’t you know?
It’s our dance-floor
T.K.O.
Hear it on the radio
T.K.O.
Play it on your stereo
T.K.O.
Watch a live video
T.K.O., T.K.O.
Got your money safe
Wanna be "in"
Everyday it just gets closer to you
I’ll say my piece
And when it’s over you’ll be on your knees
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| The things you learn from "friends". |
[29 Jan 2005|08:37am] |
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hahahahahaha Last night I learned that I am a "fake bitch, a liar, i think im the shitt, i think all the boys want me, I think i'm hardcore, i dont care about anybody elses feelings, and im a slut." from people that i thought were my friends but i guess i was wrong... Hmm....even after all those harsh words I'm still happy. ^-^ I love all of my TRUE friends with all of my heart thanks for always bein there and having my back. <33
xxo.tatiana
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| Active Ingredients |
[22 Jan 2005|07:55am] |
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Last night I went to pc with joe,allie,ashlee,and andrew. and then allies home . Everything was grand, some of the bands were good, there was a lot of people there. Rah. It seems like I have something to complain about in every update now. I wish i could just stop. </3 but it feels like i can't go a day without having some new drama with me.
<3 tatiana
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| 31 Flavors...tm |
[15 Jan 2005|05:46pm] |
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Last night I went to Pop Culture, I love looking at all the paintings on the wall. It was mighty swell there were many people there whom I love a whole lot a bits. <33 And plus I got to see my "crush" of wich I rarely ever get to see,</3 and everytime I see him its like we both act like lame scared little children and are afraid to talk to one another yet we mumble few words. I wish somebody would teach me how to be good around the boyys I like. Yea I know I'm lame so kill me. anyway tonight shall be interesting im on a quest.
xxo.tatiana
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| every taken hour |
[06 Jan 2005|09:46pm] |
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Today was fun, almost. The fuking bus driver woouldnt let me off the bus at kaes house so I had to walk there from my house. Then we bundled up in lots of gear, and headed to the hill, when to our surprise it had been taken over by fuking shoobies! :x damn them all!! so we couldnt go sledding because we had neither a sled nor a trash can lid such as last winter. Then she threw blocks of ice at me and we fought with snow a little, although i was being a lamo. Then we headed back to her place ate some soup, and watched *Val and Kumar go to whitecastle as there is a huge cult in her house about her tv and the guy goes "What are you guys watching?!?" it was pretty funny then i went home and the world fell apart again.
<33
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| School is for fools!! |
[04 Jan 2005|09:47pm] |
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This whole school this is getting to be too fucking much for me. Lately I have been having gallons of homework each night, and its getting impossible to keep up with it all. I think I need some tutors or something...:/
<33
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| We will meet in kansas. And have a little girl named Molly.<33 |
[02 Jan 2005|09:28pm] |
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Big Jims Mistake-Remebering Never |
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I'm back!!! The last couple of days have been amazing. But I've missed everybody very much. And I got a new cd today, FUCK YEAAAAAA.
xxo <333
I <3 the most perfect boy in the world. <33333
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| Y'alls fixin tah read this yo. |
[28 Dec 2004|10:49am] |
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The ride here was like hell, it usually only takes 16 hours driving to get to texas but it took us like 42 hours. First all these cars started breaking down on the highway so that took a few hours. Then later on in the night we drove into a ditch on the highway, then our breaks went out and we had to sleep in the van without the airconditioning, then we had to find a repair shop that was open, and it took like 3 hours just to fix the breaks, and then finally we got to texas several hours later. So I was supposed to be home right now, but instead im going to stay here for a longer sojourn and fly back on the second. </3I'm going to miss all you very much. I got some neat gifts for christmas a few clothes, aqua teen hunger force season one, a carebear<33, a fcuk shirt!! <33, and some other loser stuff. I hope you had a great christmas and have a fantabular New Years Eve.
<3
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| Everythings bigger in Texas. |
[22 Dec 2004|12:32am] |
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Leaving for the big Tee Exx tommorrow. </3
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| Those good ol' shows. |
[18 Dec 2004|01:08am] |
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today= last , thank effing god ive been waiting for this day for a while, break is finally fuking here. today i tried to take a nap and then watch a movie about suicide but i didnt get to watch the end because my dad came to pick me up and take me to allie guzzles house. ^-^ Then we went to the show at the highland Legion with mr. joe perez. Fun night i MIss those good ol' shows because i havent been to one in about a million years. so tonight was a good deal ok well im off becuase the foots asleep.
xxo
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| Jersey sunday |
[12 Dec 2004|08:40pm] |
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If these bullets could talk |
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Today was a big fuking headache. I can not wait to get this day over with. I had to go out to dinner with my mom, and she started bitching at me and stuff and arguing with me/pleading with me to come back home. Then when I got online, some stupid fuking people pissed me off a lot by talking about shit they have no clue about. Blah. Fuck this.
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| Veggie Tales <33 |
[12 Dec 2004|12:52am] |
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Tonight was a grand day. Started out with watchin two grand movies with allie and sandy. And then me allie and uncle john watched ooobie <33 then we found the coolest channel in the world!! Which I am still anticipating in excitement. Then we drove for miles and so on, went to jacks, went to andrews chilled for a few, went to cp to get some fun, and then back to jacks. It was a super grand night. <3 i shall heart it forever.
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| my tongue swelling up |
[11 Dec 2004|12:10pm] |
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Oh you know |
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I have not written in this thing in forever because I've been at my dads and shit and my computer there is fucked up to the fifth power. Its been a pretty good month not too much drama floating around, which is good. This week was pretty damn good. Monday started off with going to Ambers and hanging with all those critters. Then the week slowly passed by til we reached last night which was fun havin a cookie party with allie, ali, sandy, kae, andrew, steve, and joe. Today should be grand as well. :) Except my tongue is growing really big and it hurts.
xxo
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| drop it like its haaawwwwwttt |
[18 Nov 2004|09:25pm] |
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I haven't updated in a while. </3 Tommorrow is battle of the bands hopefully its not gay there are some good bands playing so that should be neat! :D I'm really excited! well ok making this had no point so im going to go take a nap...NIGHT
<<33
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